Homesick

There's a place. One perfect place where you can feel completely and utterly safe at. Safe and free. For me the place had an endless sky full of billions of stars and beautiful fields that went on for miles,they seemed almost never ending. And I miss it. I miss it so much that it hurts. I know its been a few years but I remember almost every moment vividly. It was my home. But like all good things, it ended.I moved. But now my brother moved there without me and I cant help but be envious. I was born there. I cared for it. Yet he took my place. And I want to cry. I don't know what to do. -hopeless and confused, masked rose

Sick days and Replays

Hey blog, I'm currently home sick on a school day. Sucks big time! On top of everything that's been going on I just HAD to get sick! I'm sincerely sorry for not posting in a while. Just kidding I really don't care its not like people really read this. Its basically an Online diary. At school I feel invisible. Even though I have lots of so called friends, none of them understand me. And I've resently started going out with a senior who is way to obsessed with me. Even though I've only known him for a month he is like in love with me! He always says it and talks about the future together and its weird! I'm gonna have to break up with him but I'm scared cause hes crazy. Idk what to do. On top of that some of my friends have been distant and stuff. I just want one good person who I can talk to about everything. It would help sooo much. So here I am. Spilling my guts anonymously in a blog on the Internet. -Masked Rose