Things Im REALLY Not Cut Out For

Boys. Why are they such idiots sometimes?! Especially older ones. When I say that I'm talking about a specific Junior at my high school. He's such and idiot! He may be cute but he's sooo not worth it! Who wants a guy who's a player and has a really monumental rep with girls and now his next target just so happens to be me. Joy( sarcasm). Can't he hit on someone his own age?! Grrrrrr. I swear its like the universe hands me all the bad guys. Perverts, sexist, jerk face, egotistical guys are the only guys interested in me. Am I that bad? Errr oh well. Anyway, talent show this week and I'm leaping with excitement. Not. I'm mostly in it because I get a lot of extra credit if I do for ASB. and lets just say missing a few days hurt my grade a bit. Haha. I really don't know what to say. I'm sooo not cut out for juniors(as cute as he may be its just not worth it), ASB(To Much Work), and the high school for now. Its like I'm lifes punching bag and its gearing up for a major tournament. On top of everything, a boy I haven't thought of since elementary when we were in the same popular group(until I quit), goes to my school and is in not only one but two of my classes with me. I never really cared much for him but its weird because I thought he was going to a different high school and he used to be the most popular boy in our elementary. What's even worse is that he's everywhere! Not just because of our mutual classes but they talked about him in ASB, he's friends with one of my friends, and I went to peak at the girls basketball because I miss it and the second I look through the door he looks straight at me and we stare at each other until I turn red and run away. Creeper status lol. I'm such an idiot. Its even weirder because we still haven't talked at all. Its not as if we talked that much before but now its just awkward. I swear life it out to get me! Love the confused and awkward, -Masked Rose