Homesick

There's a place. One perfect place where you can feel completely and utterly safe at. Safe and free. For me the place had an endless sky full of billions of stars and beautiful fields that went on for miles,they seemed almost never ending. And I miss it. I miss it so much that it hurts. I know its been a few years but I remember almost every moment vividly. It was my home. But like all good things, it ended.I moved. But now my brother moved there without me and I cant help but be envious. I was born there. I cared for it. Yet he took my place. And I want to cry. I don't know what to do. -hopeless and confused, masked rose

Sick days and Replays

Hey blog, I'm currently home sick on a school day. Sucks big time! On top of everything that's been going on I just HAD to get sick! I'm sincerely sorry for not posting in a while. Just kidding I really don't care its not like people really read this. Its basically an Online diary. At school I feel invisible. Even though I have lots of so called friends, none of them understand me. And I've resently started going out with a senior who is way to obsessed with me. Even though I've only known him for a month he is like in love with me! He always says it and talks about the future together and its weird! I'm gonna have to break up with him but I'm scared cause hes crazy. Idk what to do. On top of that some of my friends have been distant and stuff. I just want one good person who I can talk to about everything. It would help sooo much. So here I am. Spilling my guts anonymously in a blog on the Internet. -Masked Rose

Things Im REALLY Not Cut Out For

Boys. Why are they such idiots sometimes?! Especially older ones. When I say that I'm talking about a specific Junior at my high school. He's such and idiot! He may be cute but he's sooo not worth it! Who wants a guy who's a player and has a really monumental rep with girls and now his next target just so happens to be me. Joy( sarcasm). Can't he hit on someone his own age?! Grrrrrr. I swear its like the universe hands me all the bad guys. Perverts, sexist, jerk face, egotistical guys are the only guys interested in me. Am I that bad? Errr oh well. Anyway, talent show this week and I'm leaping with excitement. Not. I'm mostly in it because I get a lot of extra credit if I do for ASB. and lets just say missing a few days hurt my grade a bit. Haha. I really don't know what to say. I'm sooo not cut out for juniors(as cute as he may be its just not worth it), ASB(To Much Work), and the high school for now. Its like I'm lifes punching bag and its gearing up for a major tournament. On top of everything, a boy I haven't thought of since elementary when we were in the same popular group(until I quit), goes to my school and is in not only one but two of my classes with me. I never really cared much for him but its weird because I thought he was going to a different high school and he used to be the most popular boy in our elementary. What's even worse is that he's everywhere! Not just because of our mutual classes but they talked about him in ASB, he's friends with one of my friends, and I went to peak at the girls basketball because I miss it and the second I look through the door he looks straight at me and we stare at each other until I turn red and run away. Creeper status lol. I'm such an idiot. Its even weirder because we still haven't talked at all. Its not as if we talked that much before but now its just awkward. I swear life it out to get me! Love the confused and awkward, -Masked Rose

Confused and Hurt

Sorry its been a while since I posted last. I don't have any followers so I'm practically blogging to myself. Oh well. Schools been confusing. I've been getting mixed signals and I'm just lonely all the time. Like I have no real friends. Grrrrrr. I hate feeling this way. Also my supposingly bff is being a b. Whenever her other friends are around like on halloween, I'm just standing alone like a fool while they have fun. It's messed and I hats it. So I decided to just be without a bff for now. Omg I f-ing hate dra a. Wtf have I gotten myself into. MY LIFES A LIE!!! well anyway till next time -maskedrose

Homework and Homecoming

Previously I've written of my election. As I suspected I lost. But I was accepted into ASB. Yay more homework!(notice the obvious sarcasm). So much homework I'm dying(almost literally). On top of the mountain of hw I have, which is why its been a while since I've posted, I have to prepare for homecoming this Saturday and the game Friday for ASB. AHHHH. No me gusta nada(my Spanish teacher would be so proud of me, not). School seriously is out to get me I'm telling ya! Whoevers reading this anyway. I need some reaction!Comment, follow, or you can secretly stalk but who knows anyway. Lalalalalalala. Bored put of my mind for once. If I get two more followers in the next week ill actually (try) post every day for a week. The deal goes till September 21st(Sunday I beliveish). Anyway tell you friends unless you don't have any. Cause that's cool too. Byeeeeeee random people of the Internet. -Masked Rose Ps give me a random appropriate topic and ill give you my opinion on it(mwhahahaha)

Highschool and Elections

So highschool started and I've made a few friends. Also my mom decided it be best if I'd try put for leadership student council. Joy( note the sarcasm). I'm trying out for Vice President.The ele tion lasts all next week and the voting is thursday. I have to make 100 posters and 2 large ones. AND I have to be at school at 6am to put them up. Mer :(. I like my sleep. I'm in Honor's biology Honor's English and geometry. To much hard classes especially for a freshman(me) who is also having to campaine. Well i must go. The posters call to me. -Masked Rose

First Day of Doom

So today was my first day of high school. It went by slowly to my displeasure. I tried to go with the flow as some people like to call it, but ended up getting lost and having to ask directions a few to many times. So I ended up making a few friends do to my lack of direction. Most of my classes I had no one I knew. Other classes had one or two 'friends ' in them. All in all I have one main opinion. School sucks and I miss summer! I miss my sleep. ing in and lazy days most of all. Merp :/